September 2011
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two of my best friends have left for uni and i actually want to cry, i keep tearing up. i dont even know, on one hand im SO excited for uni and just want to get there now, but on the other hand its actually really upsetting and im so scared, i love my friends so much and i cant even explain how much im gonna miss them. its gonna be a lonely two weeks til i go :(
i really like you. so confused.
August 2011
6 posts
Congratulations! Your place at Durham University...
OMG AHHHHH <3
In under 12 hours I'll know if im into uni or not.
I. am. pertified.
just split up with my boyfriend of a year and a half. i cant breathe. i feel sick. i cant stop crying. i feel empty.
and im in work in an hour. yay.
July 2011
6 posts
I like jason derulo a little bit too much...
Need to stop napping in the middle of the day.
Just slept for an hour and a half, had an hour nap yesterday too, feel like im wasting the days hahah.
To be fair I have been up at 4am the past two days, work is killlinggggg me! Working basically full time this week, which is fine but morning shifts are SO draining. Woop for the money tho!
Never get a piggy back from a drunk person.
I have a ridiculous amounts of bruises and cuts over my body still and it was one of the first days looool. Which explains the ridic blue plaster, i wouldnt have worn a ridic blue plaster if I wasnt drunk :’)
June 2011
9 posts
cocktails with ma girlies tonight, can’t wait :’)
monday night in chester was awesome. first time weve been to cruise, or been to any student night for that matter omg it was HEAVING. so busy. i LOVE cruise tho, so much better than rosies, far less chavy haha. i was far too drunk going in tho :| dont remember the start of the night, spent £12.50 for an awesome night out tho, win.
EXAMS ARE OVER.
fuck YESSSS. no more a levels. NO MORE PHYSICS EVER AGAIN IN MY LIFE OH MY GOD. we came out of the exam and went straight to the pub loool it wasnt even open yet… waited 5 mins then physics teacher got us a drink :’) two drinks before it was even 12, loool.
CRUISE TONIGHT BAYBEH! So excited, like 16 of us going, the most weve ever had out is like 5/6 so it should be ACE love how...
3 exams down, 1 to go.
just had chemistry, pretty much my most important exam and thankfully it went well! (i think) was a few tricky stuff though but we’ll see, literally dont think i could have worked any harder for it anyway so! :/ just physics left now, the next 3 days are gonna kill me, physics is so godly boring and hard, dont know how im gonna get through it! exams are dragging, pretty much everyone has...
Awkward moment when you buy an XS t shirt yet it...
Damn cheer up and theyre lack of womans sizes… really questioning why I bought it as its black and I never wear “band tops” anymore but I can’t resist a sale… haha oh well, ill somehow make the arms shorter and just pull it in at the back or summat…
2 exams down, 2 go to..
Mixed feelings about c4. My inital reaction was omg I feel like crying. Once I’d calmed down tho I think I’ve done well. the binomail question, wtf. And I must have spent half an hour on vectors cos I made a silly mistake. I managed to answer all the questions in the end tho, just gonna wait til solutions are up on tsr tomorrow to see how I’ve actually done…
would quite like to never see another c4 paper...
however i have the actual exam tomorrow, and ive got the rest of the day full of them too yay!!! :( I actually enjoy maths too but im sick to death of c4 now, ive done all the papers, practice papers, solomon papers and now im onto elmwood papers. ive done over 100 hours of c4 revision and i swear to god if i don’t get an A* after all this ima go jump off a cliff or something, cos for an A I...
May 2011
11 posts
No longer looking forward to university.
In my first term once my accommodation fees are took out, and all of the “one time” fees are took out, I’m left with a grant total of £32.80. LOVE LIFE. Thats to last from october to january… I knew I was going to have to work a lot over summer, but I think I’m literally going to have to live there.
I HATE student finance. Sure, its a fair system for people with...
One exam down.
3 to go. Then A Levels are all over. So scary. Anyway I think maths S2 went reasonably well but there were some really weird questions so I wont really know until I see the answers! I THINK I’ve hopefully done well tho, eeek I hope so anyway because I revised SO much for it. Just glad its out the way so I can concentrate on my main three exams now. Roll on midnight until the answers are up...
First exam tomorrow.
S2 Maths exam. Feeling okay I think, but the grade boundaries for it are RIDIUCLOUSLY high and I bet they’ll stick a ridiculous question in there so I’ll no longer feel okay… So nervous, but I enjoy stats so hopefully it shouldnt be too bad. Ugh I dunno, just cant wait for it to be over so I can concentrate on my three most important ones.
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I'd also love to go back to GCSE's..
I thought they were hard at the time, I also thought I did a lot of revision for them, but omg they were piss compared to a levels and you had to do like next to no revision compared to what youve got to do for a levels..
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Found a new way to procrastinate from revision...
Jogging. But in all seriousness, I actually enjoyed it. I’d got to the stage where I was worn out and wasn’t taking anything in when revising anyway so the fresh air did me good and I felt better for it, so think I’m going to aim to go for a jog about half way through my days of revision from now on :’)
Actually making good progress with revision so far I think, S2 is my...
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I feel so drained.
My days seem to consist of wake up, college, revise, revise, revise, bed. With work and gym in there every so often too. Revision just tires me out so much. I suppose it helps that I actually enjoy doing maths and chemistry, but forcing myself to do physics is hell, as I HATE it. :( I just keep thinking of Durham as motivation though and the fact I need AAA to meet my offer and go there. I WILL do...
April 2011
14 posts
Everything seems to be falling apart around me.
luciannaaaa-deactivated20110713 asked: Thanks for the follow, lovely blog!
I have those very same pens for my revision :) They make it just that bit more bearable hahaa
I have those very same pens for my revision :) They make it just that bit more bearable hahaa
Go on anon, and ask me the one question you’ve...
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I don’t understand why everyone in my year is getting pregnant. You’re 17/18, how on earth are you ready to bring up a child? You’re not. Okay, maybe 1 or 2 of them may be but the vast majority aren’t. I know who am I to judge blah blah blah, but it’s the truth. None of them have stable jobs, some are still in education, some have dropped out because their pregnant,...
March 2011
8 posts
Durham
I’ve officially firmed durham now, AND I CANT WAIT! Gotta put alllll my effort in now to get three As so I can actually go there, but omg I love it.
Before the open day on tues/wed I was pretty set on firming York Uni, but I did have a few doubts about it, weather id fully like it and stuff. But then after seeing Durham I literally LOVED it and have no doubts at all! Firstly I loved the...